..i lost mah best friend...

guyz,u know what?soo hurt if u lost yah best friend.thats wat i feel right now.mah b-friend name leshel and now ,we're quarrelling beccause of some idiots out there,na walang ginagawa kundi manira nang kaibigan,kung ano-anong pinagsasabi nla sa b-friend qoh..then my damned bestfriend believe them with out knowing the whole part of da story,,haizz!..it's so ridiculous!..isn't it?

naniwala sya kaagad ni hindi man lng ako tinatanong kung totoo ba yong pinagsasabi nla!
i was shock wen i receive a text message from here she said"janice~why are you doing this to me?i thought ur a true friend,but i'm wrong,plastic kah pala!..kung ano-ano pala pingsasabi moh habang nkatalikod ako!..from now on,we're not friends anymore!,,just forget all da things that we done 2gether,the companions we've shared!..goodluck!..

oh my god!..i cant believe this!..so ridiculous!..then i call her,i asked her, wad happening?what going wrong on you?..but she's not answering,she's just keep crying,then, i told her shel,plzz listen to me,let me explain!..but she yell'd at me,i don't need ur explaination jah,if what i've heard from the people out there,yon ang paniwalaan qoh!,,then i said stop yelling at me i'm not dheif!!..this is bullshit..u just believe them w/o asking me if it's true or not!..but she turned off her cellphone,all i heared from the line,was buzy tone..i end up crying..

well,that's life i just let her go,,even if it's hurt it's okay..kahit masakit tanggapin koh!..wala nah ako magagawa kung hanggang doon nlang ang pagkakaibigan nmin,,bahala nah!..i'm just hoping nah masaya sya sa bago nyang mga kaibigan..sana kayo dyan,sana wag nyong tularan tong nangyari samin ng b-friend koh..wag kayong maniniwala sa sasabihin ng iba..alamin nyo muna kung totoo ba o hindi..

...way to be closer to god...

the best way to be closer to god is to" surrender"doesn't mean you are weak!
the truth is when you surrender everything to god u let him to take over surrender in another word.means you are tired commiting sins,tired of ur conscience always u-we have choice in living this world..not easy with many limitations.


the only right way to make life easy is to "surrender"!.how to surrender?confis,learn to forgive
flow gods commandments,read the bible,repent,stop making sins.attend mass,show to him that you really want to change,share what you have,make god the very center of your life,trust his ways,recognze his presence even in the meadest of hardshipm,hide nothing from god,and always pray the holy rosary....