..i lost mah best friend...

guyz,u know what?soo hurt if u lost yah best friend.thats wat i feel right now.mah b-friend name leshel and now ,we're quarrelling beccause of some idiots out there,na walang ginagawa kundi manira nang kaibigan,kung ano-anong pinagsasabi nla sa b-friend qoh..then my damned bestfriend believe them with out knowing the whole part of da story,,haizz!..it's so ridiculous!..isn't it?

naniwala sya kaagad ni hindi man lng ako tinatanong kung totoo ba yong pinagsasabi nla!
i was shock wen i receive a text message from here she said"janice~why are you doing this to me?i thought ur a true friend,but i'm wrong,plastic kah pala!..kung ano-ano pala pingsasabi moh habang nkatalikod ako!..from now on,we're not friends anymore!,,just forget all da things that we done 2gether,the companions we've shared!..goodluck!..

oh my god!..i cant believe this!..so ridiculous!..then i call her,i asked her, wad happening?what going wrong on you?..but she's not answering,she's just keep crying,then, i told her shel,plzz listen to me,let me explain!..but she yell'd at me,i don't need ur explaination jah,if what i've heard from the people out there,yon ang paniwalaan qoh!,,then i said stop yelling at me i'm not dheif!!..this is bullshit..u just believe them w/o asking me if it's true or not!..but she turned off her cellphone,all i heared from the line,was buzy tone..i end up crying..

well,that's life i just let her go,,even if it's hurt it's okay..kahit masakit tanggapin koh!..wala nah ako magagawa kung hanggang doon nlang ang pagkakaibigan nmin,,bahala nah!..i'm just hoping nah masaya sya sa bago nyang mga kaibigan..sana kayo dyan,sana wag nyong tularan tong nangyari samin ng b-friend koh..wag kayong maniniwala sa sasabihin ng iba..alamin nyo muna kung totoo ba o hindi..

...way to be closer to god...

the best way to be closer to god is to" surrender"doesn't mean you are weak!
the truth is when you surrender everything to god u let him to take over surrender in another word.means you are tired commiting sins,tired of ur conscience always u-we have choice in living this world..not easy with many limitations.


the only right way to make life easy is to "surrender"!.how to surrender?confis,learn to forgive
flow gods commandments,read the bible,repent,stop making sins.attend mass,show to him that you really want to change,share what you have,make god the very center of your life,trust his ways,recognze his presence even in the meadest of hardshipm,hide nothing from god,and always pray the holy rosary....

your path in this world,is your path after your death..

speak 2 yourself!..why i feel very hard t do the right thing?..
we have the bible but i don't like to read.we have church but i don't to go.
thay held mass but idon't like to attend.many who wants my help,but i don't want to!.
many times jesus speak 2 me but i don't like to listen..sometimes i want to pray but i
feel tired..i want to go the place wher jesus is but it's difficult..too difficult!..why is it the rigth thing is difficult to do compared to the evil one???



it's all because evil things are easy to do..we always want an easy!..we don't want to sacrifice.
remember that the path towards GOD-heaven is narrow and many thorns/difficult..
and the path towards satan-hell is easy&big!..now u choose path!,,,..a narrow path with thorns?
or the wide and easy path?!..choose now!..while we still have life.grab it!..it's a chance to repent,,
when will you repent?when you die?no chance at all!!....

janice is hard headed??

well,according to my bro and sis..i've changed a lot daw..marami na daw akong ipinagbago....

isa lang nman ang daw ang hindi nagbago sakin,ang pagiging hard headed..
yon ang madalas nilang sabihin sakin..yah!that's true,'m hard headed, i admit it! and i would be that forever!..ayoko kasing pinagsabihan eh!..ayokong dinidiktahan ako kung anOng dapat kOng gawin!..cO'z i'm not a child anymore,
i know what i'm doing.. they don't have to dectate me if what i have gOing to do..alam kong ano ang makabubuti sakin o hindi..that's why we're always argue with mah older sister...lahat nalang ng gawin ko sa buhay ko pinakialaman nya..huhuh!..hard headed na kung hard headed..i don't care if what they say bout me..eh! sa matigas tlaga ang ulo ko..i think i'm born with it..sa ipinanganak tlga akong hard headed..hehe..ala sila magawa!!..

sOmetimes we just have 2 let go of someone

sometimes we just have 2 let go of some one

who matters to us not because we had to
but because we have to....because it's the right thing to do
^^let us remember that we can't force anyone to love us..
we can't beg someone to stay when he wants to leave and be with someone else.

this is what love is all about....however,the end of love is not the end of the life.
it should be the beggining of understanding that love
leaves for a reason,but leaves with a lessons.........

LETTING GO..

letting go is one of the ultimate tests in loving it is

with out a doubt,really difficult to let go of someone
you truly love because it could also mean stopping
your world from revolving.
may kasabihan nga tayong"if you love someone set
him or her free...if he or she does not comeback then
he or she is never be yours....but if he or she does then
your love is really meant to be..

the saddest moments in mah life..

naranasan nyo nah vah kung gaano kasakit pag walang parents?..well,naransan ko nah poh cO'z i'm one of them..lam nyo ang hirap tlaga pg wlang parents.minsan i asked 2 mah self, bakit kaya sa dinami-dami ng tao sa mundo kami pah ang kinunan ng parents?..well,that's life!..cguro may plano si god pra samin..imagine,i was only 7 year's old wen mah mother was died!..then,last sept.9 2006 father koh na nman..ang sakit dba?..grabeh i can't believe it!..by that time.nawalan na ako ng ganang mabuhay..plagi nlang akong ngmukmok sa bahay..hndi q ksi mtanggap ang pangyayaring yon eh!..


until now i keep wondering why i came 2 tis situation..u know gUyz?before wen i was just a child i just cry wen mah parents don't give coins just 2 buy a piece of candy..but now that i'm big enoughf i'm crying co'z i came 2 the situation that i don't have parents who protect me,i don't have parents 2 ask not just a coins 2 buy a piece of candy but thier love and care..and wen i have a problem such as family problem,or lovelyf problems perhaps, i want i have a parents 2 say...sshhh jah, evrythings gonna be fine,wat ever problems you may encounter ,u have to face it bravely and don't worry coz wat ever happens we're always der by urside...i want 2 hear tis frOm my parents but they're already gone..they're already dead..but eventhough i don't have parents i'm not totally alone in this world..cO'z i have brother's and sister's who love me.and a friends around me..who proudly say's..cOm'on gurl..kaya moh yan!..2 all of you i just want 2 say thank you..thanks 4 always being there for me..i love yahh all..mwuUaahh!!

janice

hi!gUyz..welcome to my blog..